Instagram- @nikkipoop86 My loves are music, printing, games, and art. I fuck up a lot and I need to better myself. I got an awesome gent for a fiance. I feel very lucky to have him. He's the only one who can deal with me.
Been listening to a LOT of Modest Mouse lately.
Everyone’s afraid of their own life
If you could be anything you want
I bet you’d be disappointed, am I right?
It’s hard to remember, it’s hard to remember
To live before you die
if no one has told you recently or even if someone has told you recently let me just say
- i am proud of you
- i hope your day was ok
- i hope tomorrow is ok
- i hope your whole week is ok
- you are rad as heck
- you being here and alive makes everything even more rad as heck
- and dang
- you are hella cute
let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
we can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
we’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
we can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
let me love you forever.
Have you ever met someone
And theyre so fucking perfect in everyway.
And maybe they arent perfect to everybody, but to you theyre just absolutely amazing.
The way they laugh and smile and talk and think and look and just everything about them and everything they do just keeps amazing you.
I hate when I feel scared and insecure. Why would I think the people that love me would up and betray me so quickly? Why would I think so badly of myself?